UNDERLINED

UNDERLINED

16:01

Mari,

..duduk di beranda kata yang ku tulis semalam

..tempat syair syair yang sengaja diacuhkan

Ruang ini, distorsi hati yang punya nyawanya sendiri

Ruang ini, ketika endapan rindu mencairkan sepi sepi

Ruang ini, tempat semua metafora cinta terdefinisi

Ruang ini.. dimana namamu akan tertulis banyak sekali

Semoga dudukmu nyaman

Semoga dudukmu nyaman

10:04

Di batas kota yang menopang langitnya, ku titipkan apa kabar pada manusia yang tersenyum di bawah atap kamarnya.

Seribu entah ku telan mentah mentah.
Tentang mengapa bumi memaku aku, menetapkan seenaknya, meletakkan hatiku di genggamnya.

Kepada lelaki berkantung mata, kepada yang senyumnya menggantung seperti
terlihat dimana mana.

Aku menyerah. Aku lelah.

Because spoiler is criminal with His Last Vow – View on Path.

Because spoiler is criminal with His Last Vow – View on Path.

Everyday, right after I got home. I used to tell a lot about what have been through all day, especially with him. He’s really a loyal listener. His smiles and laugh eliminating fatigue and tired of me right then and there. Hearing his laugh and the way he talk to me even in the middle of the night is one of gratitude that I hope never forget.
People are growing old but we often miss that our parents are growing older faster. We often too busy with our own good times, while they are, at home, waiting anxiously. We even demand anything and sometimes forget whether we’ve made them happy or not. We cry and get angry when prohibited . In the other hand, they even get more sad because they can’t follow our will. Astagfirullahal’adzim.

So today is my father’s birthday.

The day that I want to avoid actually. I hope times go in slow way. He is my number one man. Whatever he does and whoever he is now, I don’t even care.
Dear You The Merciful, grant him health and well-being, protect him wherever and whenever he is, create shades wherever he stands,7 embrace him with your greatest love. Lower my voice to him, beautify my words in front of him. give me a gentle heart for him. Give him your best replies and rewards above his upbringing to me. Love him, as he loves me very much.
Aamiin. Aamiin yaroballalamin.

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Happy birthday, my old man :’)

gravity

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You won’t make me fall faster than gravity itself.

But even in a out of space, I’m still falling to you.

sekotak r i n d u

efgehaijhe:

kubungkus sekotak rindu untukmu,

kukirimkan lewat hujan yang megguyur Jakartamu

melalui gerimis yang membalut malammu

tidakkah kau rasa itu?

akupun. rindu kamu, Jhe :’)

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Meet in some inexplicable reasons

You carry angels, perhaps

Text in rain, text unconditionally

Being truly of myself

Unravelling the mess, my life

Your thoughts, I could fall deeper

Disconnected from world outside, nothing, I smiled

Lovable imperfection, puzzle pieces

I don’t know how long is forever.  Shall we?

A fortune mistakes

An unexpected happiness

Yes, You are.

 …

A serendipity

I had a very short poem. I wrote only your name.

Ketika aku menulisnya, aku tidak mampu menggambarkannya. Ketika aku menggambarnya, aku tidak mampu mengatakannya. Semoga kamu paham maksudku, itu saja.

astridirma

Jika mengenai jarak, tanyakan kepada matahari. Yang mencintai bumi tanpa berani mendekati karena tau akan menyakiti.

11:54

Aku senang berlama lama mendengarkan cerita, sambil menelan kilat kilat ide yang muncrat begitu saja dari mulutnya.

Aku senang memeluk diri sendiri, menyusun waktu waktu yang akan kuhabiskan saja sendiri.

Aku senang menemuinya berkali kali, membuatnya tersenyum dan tertawa, lalu memaksanya membagi bahagia.

Aku senang melihat hujan turun. Tentu saja, selama aku bukan aku yang ada di bawahnya.

Aku senang beradu dengan orang lain di kepalaku. Lalu tersenyum saat orang itu ada di depanku.

Aku senang menyalakan petasan di kepala sebelah kanan, dimana di sisi kirinya aku sedang menidurkan bayi bayi manusia.

Aku senang berjalan, bukan berlari. Duduk, bukan berdiri. Mendengar, bukan memaki. Aku senang diriku seperti ini.

Many roads lead to Rome

Offering a future without telling me which route will we take? Many roads lead us to Rome, you said?

With the shape of the earth like this, I could have lost, you could have a wrong turn, we may not meet.

But Rome was still not moving, you said?

So many things that we will meet on the ways, like for just saying hello, talking a little while, and being friendly as a family. Then do you still continue to the Rome? Why should reach the end of the world when in its middle have given a lot to us?

We’ve promised, you said?

Promises when we were young, when our souls are still free. We’ll go there as without knowing the rules. We’ll carry a lot of supplies, and spend it in the middle of the road. Because optimism, surely, we will get there.

But for the last, dear. Will we get to Rome, at the same time, together?

12:12

Orang datang dan pergi. Datang dengan hati, lalu pergi berhati hati. Sebesar apapun hati diberi, akhirnya pasti akan terbagi.

Hati hati hatiku, menetap di situ tidak lantas membuatmu menjadi milikku. Duduk saja semaumu, menepi atau pergi sambil lalu. Tidak apa. Asal kembalimu tetap padaku.